Dear boyfriend,
At this point in our relationship, I'm finding that I need to share with you more and more the deep things in myself. I am more than happy to tell you the happy secrets. But there are some ugly things as well, things I can't even really handle, and I don't want to tell you these things. You keep telling me you want to know my heart, and I want you to know it better than I do... but at the same time, these terrible things that I loathe about myself, about my feelings, about my heart, and about my past... do you want to know them too? I'm scared. I know by now I have nothing to worry about... But if I don't like these parts and I don't even want to know them about myself, why would you?
Pray that I'll get over this. Because I need to tell someone, and I want it to be you.
Yours forever,
Felicia
Oh goodness. I've been in this place before. Have courage, dear, and remember that we all have our crap. That's why we need each other.
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